......by the way, I sit all day at a repetitive job in front of a computer where I don't deal with people. I have so much time to spend in my own head. it is awful. When I went through my divorce, I had 13 hour shifts busting my butt taking care of other people who are dying and having much interaction and no time to think of myself. Then I went home to a baby that dependent on me. I miss it! (someone should probably smack me for saying that)
