A is still going on but may have cooled. She's making small steps right now towards me that are out of character. She's been so cavalier for 4 months.
I'm a total mess. I think I have to get away from her. Something inside of me just wants to ask her to have sex with me so I Can feel the rejection. Ugh this is awful. Feelings I had just after the BD are resurfacing and I thought I was past this.
Me46 W46 M25yrs T29yrs 4 children ILYBNILWY 1/30/17 PA confronted 3/6/17 Separated same house
