Thanks JOb,

I used to joke this song was my anthem. It kind of is. I belt it out whenever it comes on the radio.

And Thanks everyone. haven't filled up a thread in a week for years. It's been helpful, so thank you. Spinning here instead of too much too him is better. I think I thought I was so pathetic with him was because I put all my feelings here. I realize I haven't told the him the half of it.

It was fun while it lasted, nice having a partner for a while. Got a great vacation out of it, some really good dates, nice talks and laughs and someone to cuddle with for a while and sleep next to.

Simply time to just go back to my regularly scheduled program.