Cherry. Getting on with a few bumps

[Cherry]

Thank you all for just checking in. Not had many minutes to myself to check in on here with the two little ones.

I'm doing well thank you, enjoying being on leave from work and being able to focus on being a mama.

I'm not happy about the situation necessarily, but I'm getting on, and I do feel in a much much better place. I still stand by it not being what I want, but it's going through and there's nothing I can do about it. I pretty much leave STBX to it. He has recently admitted to being depressed and that he doesn't know if this is what he wants. But rather than jump and beg, I've left him to it. He doesn't see that I fought for this m, but I've been fighting more than 2 years.