Looking for a miracle.

[Irish M]

Happy Tuesday everyone. I had a horrible sleep last night. Yup, you guess it messages from my XW.

She put it in point form.

-1- what do I need to do to get the girls talking to me?
-2- I know I moved away and also transferred my job further away.. I dodnthat fir the girls. I felt like they needed me gone. It was for them.
-3- me and the girls were so close. They stole from me and I screamed at them. That is why we aren't seeing each other.
-4- I have so much to ask them and tell them. 2 years has been a long time.
-5- they won't forgive me. I guess things will remain like this.
-6- do you forgive me Irish?

You can say I read it over and over. I'll answer probably tonight after my day of meetings.

All I can see is the blaming of the girls is still strong. She hasn't looked at herself yet.

As for me forgiving her. I think I'm past that stage. What's to forgive. Her half effort of apologizing and still blaming everyone. I'm just at a point where I don't care.

Irish