Coly.....sounds like you are in a good place right now. That is so great
I totally understand about the expectations and wanting to call or make contact. I remember thinking of things just so I could have a reason to contact H.
As hard as it is, we definitely need to pull back....I know I need to as well. A couple of weeks should be easy, right? Painting your hallway....that is definitely keeping yourself busy
I'm not sure about you, but after meeting with H I usually feel a bit better. I get myself so worked up before seeing him because I am thinking "what if I say the wrong thing" or "what if I respond in a way that upsets him" or "will this be the time he asks to come home." All that does is set me back, and I have come so far. So have you Coly, and you are doing great.
I like what Job said...."trust me, he's not going anywhere"
