I got real sad again. I just dreaded going home last night. I pretty much slept. I felt bad. D9 and I did get our nails done and grab some dinner, but I cried and slept.
Today, while she was at her party I couldn't bring myself to do anything but sleep. ex just dropped off D9 with a gift and said happy mothers day in his obligatory tone with barely looking at me. This is my life.
