Well, first night alone. I'm not going to initiate contact while she is not at the house. Even though we had a really good day with laughing and jokes between us, she still left. Her expectation is that I will, at some point tonight, get upset with her, text her, ask her to come back or say I miss her. When I don't I know she'll be surprised (she was shocked when I didn't become emotional when she said she was going to be sleeping elsewhere for a change). I'm actually excited to change, because to be honest even I didn't like how I used to react.
