180,

One step forward and two steps back. This is a long journey my friend and it will not be an easy one. There will be times when you feel that all hope is lost by your W's actions and what she says to you. However, just like Thornton said, nothing is set in stone.

If it is stories of hope you are looking for then read some of the posts on this site. Not everyone here has story book endings, but if you trust the process and continue to DB then there will always be hope.

Some here have been DB'ing for many years. Some just a few months. Some have gone through the entire D process only to end up back together in the end. Many who have written their success stories on here have had their moments of "no hope" in saving their M's, but by DB'ing they turned things around.

Control what you can control. Focus on yourself. Detach and continue to GAL. One that doesn't involve your M making you happy.

"There may be many more bumps in your road, but just remember they are bumps and not mountains. You can choose to go over them or around them, but just make sure to keep going"! -Ed & Deb Shiapiro


M: 37 W: 36
T: 16 M: 11
D2: 8,3
PA: 2015
WAW: 2016
W Filed: 2017
2/07/2017 W officially dating OM2