WW won't separate

[resolut]

Still struggling today. After a week or so of feeling stable myself, I'm cycling back into anger and it doesn't feel good. I like the days when I feel good about myself and I believe in there being better times ahead. I don't know what shifts.

One thing that I'm really concerned about right now is one of my older children catching on that something is wrong with my W, Her behavior is just obvious. School is almost out and I have one coming home from college. If they ask where mom is I'm just going to say I don't know. Go ask her. Text her. Its past time in our situation to tell them but of course my W has no intention of mentioning she's in an A and I have no intention of protecting her.