I struggle and am triggered daily sometimes more each day.
My guts are in knots and I think I may be very anxious. My hair is falling out and my mouth is dry.
2 May 2017 marked the two year anniversary of the grandeur finale, and that made me quite ill. Although not as bad as last year.
The court cases go on and on, I have a date 10 and 11 July 2017 and it's going to cost a lot of money. Especially if it goes into a third day at trial The brief is 3,000 a day on his own. So 3 days in court will be 9,000 plus my L. Trial is expensive and in the UK there are no costs awarded for going to trial. I just can't afford it so I may have to go it alone. It [censored].
Really struggling, exhausted and working 100 hrs a week.
Not doing so well.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
Its so awful. Getting a life and self care is crucial but I understand how difficult that can be when you have this type of weight sitting on your shoulders. Its an awful stress. And I am sorry you have to go through this.
Its harassment through the courts that just should not be legal. Eventually you will get through the sludge though. I look forward to that day for you V.
It must be nice to not have worries like these...
No real advice, except to just get through day by day seeking pleasure in the things that are going well for you. Like friends, family, surroundings, exercise.
Happy Belated Birthday. I do hope that you did something special for yourself. I hope and pray that next year, you will be out from under all of the stressors in your life and can actually enjoy the coming year.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
Happy birthday, Lady V! I'm praying for you to have a good day and an even better year. I think that this is going to be a great year for you when you are able to finally put things behind you and move on with the life YOU want to live. Best wishes, my friend. Happy birthday love from me and Molly.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
