She is. And I'm trying to be supportive of what she wants to do, but it's difficult to not feel resentful and a bit of a doormat.
In the back of my mind, I feel like she's working through something, and perhaps this isn't as much about me as it is about the fact that she grew up in a very conservative, controlling household, got married young, and had a child young, but when she tells me she never loved me, wishes she hadn't had a child with me, and that she wants to be able to date someone else if she meets them it's hard. Then I turn around and see that she's still living with me, sleeping in my bed, but we haven't had sex in 5 months.
Her family feels she's just using me for money and baby sitting so she can do what she wants. I don't want to believe that.
