You sound so much happier and like you say in a much better place than a year ago. I too am starting to crawl out of the dark hole I fell into last May. It's still heavy going but I can definitely see a slither of light up ahead.
Well done Cheesy you are doing fab!!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')