well, i signed some of many papers today. that gets filed with the court and a copy goes to the STBX. It feels good. i'm one step closer. I still have more paperwork to sign and idk what else but today, right now, I'm relieved. I'm happy. just concentrated on moving forward and being the best me. I know i had mixed emotions on the initial paperwork, and idk if i'll go back to mixed emotions in the upcoming weeks but this feels right. I was smiling after sending the email to my L. I couldn't help but think back as to where i was 12 months ago. on a sh!tty roller coaster ride, didn't know which was was up and If someone would've told me singing D paperwork would feel this good, I would've never believed them.
