Thanks for the story. I have been trying to become a better man. Very much so. And I realize that if she were to come back tomorrow, that would impede my progress. I'm not asking her to come back before she deploys. I figure the deployment will be good for us.
But I have zero shreds of hope. Zero. You read her letter, she has been consistent with this message for months. She is not turning back. This is the second time I've heard her say "I thought about what you said...but...it's over."
What opportunity do I have? There is none.
Detach? GAL? Yeah, okay. That is impossible advice. I've been working on GAL like crazy...but I feel like complete trash when I get one email from her? This is what my M has become, one email a month after I forgave her for what happened?
M-32 W-32 (both military) T-8 M-6 PA Oct/Nov 16 (happened twice) Discovered PA 11/30/16 S 12/1/16 MC 12/1/16 - 1/18/17 BD 1/18/17 A continues? 1/24/17 texts resume with W & OM W Filed 3/8/17 W Deploys 7/17
