It is painful to hear. I just keep telling myself that it isn't true, that she did love me, there was a reason she married me. She told me today in no uncertain terms that she "never wants me in her life" that there is absolutely no chance of reconciliation, and that we will never be together again. We are currently still living together, but she has mentioned moving out. I don't want to move out myself, or file, but I may leave our son and go out of town for a week or two.