WW won't separate

[resolut]

I woke up this morning and went for a walk. After about a mile in I started to feel like I want to move on from my W. Like TxHubby says, the marriage is tainted and I just don't know if I can live in it even if she decides to come back. On my walk I was really just struck by how wonderful it would be to meet someone new and develop a new relationship. It is hard to imagine having someone to talk to that is interested in me for a change.

I don't know how to trust or interpret my feelings currently. This isn't how I was feeling yesterday and I know it is way too early to be thinking about dating another woman while I'm still within a marriage, even if it is to a WW.

I just can't shake the ambivalence.