Hello Raine I never write to you but did follow your story from time to time. When I asked for success stories I was referred to you and started reading the stitch since 2013. Then one day see your signature changed saying he left again and honestly speaking I was deeply affected and felt what if what I am looking for is a mirage and can happen again.
I guess there are no guarantees . So I started making myself to feel better with what I have now and my mind shifted to my blessings rather than my misfortune. And I have been doing good except for some odd days I feel I deserve better and I know I do but this is my choice at least for the time being.
I loved your notes and they resonate well with me. Our happiness is in our journey maybe he will come maybe he will not I will take the write action in its time and some how I will know when. I worked on my computer trying issues thinking I can control him and circumstance and some how surrendered to what is . I know I should be able to deal with any situation once it arises. Your latest posting was really inspiring to me. Thank you for restoring the faith of a happy ending no matter what the ending is. I wish you all the best .
M 45 H 45 D1 12 D2 9 BD 04/14 Living two different state Not officially separated
