I know if this is the way he truly feels, we couldn't carry on. That's why I am not doing the friends thing. I think the rough thing is my relationships mostly end over circumstance rather than "this just isn't working out" The love is still there, the circumstance just isn't.
I am really loved by many. Everyone has been taking good care of me, reaching out, checking on me, offering to spend time with me, just come over and sit with me...... I've got great people in my life.
