If I had good reason to believe he would be capable of working and maintaining his salary for the next 15 years it might be worth it. Perhaps what I really need is an actuary instead of an attorney.
And like I said, emotionally I really do feel bad. Its hard to come to terms with the idea that the person I basically grew up with has turned into a monster. His actions are those of an enemy and mine should be as well. But he is also someone I loved and that I know has a disease that changed his brain function. Yet Im the single mom living with my parents in a region I cant afford and cant move away from because of the custody implications. Theres just no good answer.
