25, thanks for the feedback. That letter from the WAW was very hard to read, emotionally. Sometimes I feel like, though, that I can do no right in your eyes. I wish so much that I could have done things differently with my wife and understood the damage I was causing to my wife. And I wish that now I always would know the right things to do, but that's just not going to happen, I don't think. About the pillows, it wasn't that I didn't buy them out of selfishness. I didn't buy them because I thought she was testing me to see how much she could take advantage of me, to see whether I was respectable. I didn't buy the pillows because I wanted to maintain her respect. She does after all make about as much money as I do now. Maybe that was the wrong choice, but I'm trying my best to do the right things. I don't have all the answers, and I'm not sure anyone does.


M: 33, W: 30 @BD
M 7, T 10
BD: Early Dec
W left: Late Dec
W got stuff: Late Jan
W sent S papers: Mid Feb
OM cnfrmd: Late Feb

Pain can yield tremendous growth OR everlasting sadness and bitterness.