another piece from your post...


On Saturday morning, we had breakfast together, and things were a little bit standoffish with her, but she did get me to hold her hand a little. We then walked around stores, and as we did that, she warmed up. She asked whether I would buy her some fairly expensive pillows (probably just seeing what I would say). I said, "I will if you continue hanging out with me for several days and continue being nice."

Wish, this ^^^ is the way you got here in the first place. You calculate a risk and then

decide if it's worth it to you. cry Incredibly manipulative and controlling and COLD

Try loving and being giving to her...without a quid pro quo or control. Just because you love her and without expectation of payback...



She later saw paint by stickers books and said she really liked them and suggested that my (our) nephew would like that for his birthday. I said I would buy her one of those books, as they weren't very expensive.


cry cry cry cry cry


my new ^^record of cry

M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change