First time here part 2

[Becky99]

Oh, LeahSue.
You have my heart. (And Cadence, you're incredible with providing solid, self-building advice!)
Your ongoing testimony is like reading my autobiography...except you've come to realizations about your MR that have you trying to move forward. I applaud you for recognizing his feelings for you are not what they were, yet not giving up the fight to take steps in recreating yourself and, possibly, your MR.
Your posts (and Cadence's replies) have been the 2x4 I needed to see and I'm certain there are many more not responding who are also benefiting from reading this thread.
The dots don't connect right now, but someday...and it may not be until eternity, we'll understand the trials we've endured. Because of this he11, I, as well as my parents, have built a closer relationship with God. I've also been privileged to meet new people and realize strength and support I had no idea was there. Not sure I'd want to give that up if it meant none of the past three years happened. Maybe, among many other things, you can take pride (the good kind) knowing your transparency has helped so many others struggling with the same battle.