Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

Limbo. More than that total uncladify and fear. I get worried aput many things. Do reach out to mindfulness for mental sanity but just want a response from W. The flat that is on rent is about to be free. Needs repair but she sees me there. But I don't want to leave. And not renting it out will cost us. She specifically said not to rent it out without her consent. I never did. Same thing happened 2 years ago. And hate having to change the tenants. Costly and I deal with and of course she mourns about it.

Today while watching TV on the net, the channel froze. She said I dont know if you are unlicky or atupid. This never happens n my computer.

What a staement. The blame on me. Didn't respond. My patience and her MLC. I avoid victimhood thoughts. I am struggling.