KML, the talk about walking too heavy... That brought back funny memories! I was accused of the same thing (among other things!)
25, you're looking at leprosy all wrong. You're looking at the physical aspect of 'what doesn't kill you...' There's so much more to it. So much more valuable stuff.
And since that's curable, perhaps they can put a plexiglass window in your H's stomach she he can see where he's going with his head so far up his arse
25, in all seriousness, don't be surprised by the cloudy thinking, the down times, etc. It's part of the process. Albeit, a sucky part of it, but a part of it nevertheless. Kind of a crab walk at times - two steps forward, one step sideways, one step back. Some days will feel like you're not moving. That's ok 25. As much as you want the hurt to end NOW, it takes some time. I don't think it will take you as long as some though. You've been at this and struggling so long. I'm actually kind of surprised part of you isn't giddy about being free. I was, and I wasn't at it nearly as long. I felt a little guilt at feeling happy and unburdened. In hindsight, I wasted the guilty feeling though...
One foot in front of the other. No shortcuts and no running yet. Yet.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."