Doing well so far with sticking to my lists and goals. IC tomorrow. Sex Therapy Weds. DB Coach appointment Thurs. Going to the gym at 5am instead of the middle of the afternoon really gives me a lot of extra time after work. I'm a little scared of that. Up until now I had been able to use the gym to fill my time after work, but now I'll have to really double down and focus on the things I want to accomplish...or find myself susceptible to sitting here alone feeling sorry for myself. I choose to be productive with my time and not sit here in self-pity. I hope I can do it.
Still looking for feedback on if I should reach out to my wife this weekend after our most recent NC of 4 weeks. Just something short and positive, nothing about the R or the past. I feel like it would be a good idea, but my vision may obfuscated by attachment. 25?
