I have started the GAL, I have cut the Cuda to pieces as a way to relax, putting new metal on her and getting it pretty! We joined a gym, started working out together. That is a lot of fun! I love playing racquetball with her! I am going to take swimming lessons (can't swim, never really liked the water)
I see where I make the mistakes. I am trying to rectify that situation. but every time I do it she sees the old me and it is a setback, understandable.
we did go to lunch today. it was awesome, she cuddled a bit. we kissed a few times!
The changes that I have made are for my children and myself. I needed the change in order to better myself. My kids didn't deserve the grumpy, complacent person that I had become. There really isn't any reason I can't approach any situation with a smile on my face and a happier outlook than before!
I only hope that the W notices the changes that I have made. She appears to have, but I don't know if change is enough to overcome the years of hurt for her.......
