What should I be doing now (Time to Move on?)

[Coconut]

Blu, the journey started when I lost her... unfortunately during our M, I somehow lost my drive for adventure, I got caught up in a routine and lost the fun in my life... I hate to say it, but my R with her has left a bad taste in my mouth about starting a new R.

I've had 3 females I've met at various functions (at work, a bday party and back yard barbecue) express interest in me to mutual friends, but I have zero interest in finding a R right now... it's funny, still being M is actually coming in useful as an excuse to not wanting to date, but the truth is I'm not done finding myself.

I know the fast pace I'm going right now, as far as adventures and fun go, cant be kept up forever, but dang it's nice to just get up and go at the drop of a hat. For example, I got home Friday night around 10pm, decided that I wanted to go fishing at a lake in the morning at daybreak, but the lake was about an hour away, so instead of having to wake up really early I packed up and headed to the lake that night and just camped near the boat ramp... it's really hard to do things like that in a relationship, and I'm not ready to give up that freedom... or maybe I'm just holding out until I run into a woman who enjoys living the same way, lol..