Just an update, no better no worse. She leaves on her trip to Michigan tomorrow. She asked for her space to think while gone. I will respect that and not contact her. It will be the hardest thing that I have ever done I believe. I love her.
I did see that she was more open to the R then before. But I keep doing things to set that back more and more. she even talked about the future and what we are going to do. then Yesterday I messed up and fought about stupid crap that didn't need brought up. Now not so much lol.
Again, setbacks are fun.
on a side note the book has arrived and I have been going through it and reading/highlighting valid points and ideas. I am not too far into it just yet but I will get there. I am not a fast reader.
