Thank you so much WII, I know we feel in in similar ways when we have to let go of someone we love. My gut knew something was up. Actually, he didn't even really know exactly what it was until very recently. While he admits "there are a lot of things that aren't right with me life right now" He pretty much made thought up about this consciously for like 2 days and boom, made the decision.

I feel like it is really time for me to get my pug. I am excited to get my ex's dog next week (well, he was once mine) because I love his cuddles.

I just need to make it through today.