Kaizen already chewed me out about talking to her about that. I agree completely. I apologized for doing so, it was childish, and I was really angry when I said it to her. I don't do anger, pretty much never. It's not an emotion I can handle well, I don't have much experience. I'd take it back if I could.
Yesterday, I wasn't being a duck. She asked. Repeatedly. I also told her that I wasn't going to talk about stuff like that again. I didn't see the harm in telling her that I DIDN'T go on a date.
I don't like her right now. At all. That doesn't mean I don't care, and that doesn't mean I want to see her hurt. Seeing her hurt still hurts me.
She sent me a text last night. "Thank you for talking to me today." my response was "I still care. Always will."
