Sounds like you are still killing it with your workouts!! Keep on getting it! I ran a half today that didn't go so well... but at least I did it! I am sorry things are dragging out so long.
Funny what you mentioned about ourselves re-writting history. I wonder that about myself as well. Since so much time has passed now, I honestly have trouble remembering what was real and what wasn't anymore.
I also don't feel like I am 'enough', or I didn't. It is hard because I already didn't feel like enough in my relationship and that was obviously amplified on BD day. I worry about it but I have put much thought into it the past 2 years. It is definitely something I have to work on in my next relationship (either with WW or with someone else). I feel like it is a feeling I can recognize much easier now which makes it easier to work on.
Anyway, just wanted to say that I understand what you are feeling. Though I am jealous, I think you should try and send little feelers to feel your crush out. Nothing wrong with that at this point I think.
I like Sotto's questions.. what is his deal personally?? Good situation?
