thanks all for the encouragement and support. seems like a lot of stuff to deal with this week, and weird comments from H last night to figure out.
First of all, staff meeting went fine, I found myself not even nervous, just shut "them" out of my head and did my job. Unfortunately I did notice a smile on OW's face (I much prefer her to look down and tearful and upset) Oh well, when I get to the point where I can control her facial expressions, I'll really have it made, huh????LOL, it's just hard to tell where those control bits will rear their ugly heads.....
It was interesting though, as I was driving in to work, a twinge of anxiety (aka the crazy maker) knocked on my skull...and a voice in my head (now that's scary!) spoke up with "there's a calm place within you and you know it...put yourself there now"...and the crazymaker left and I was ok...I need to exercise that voice to develop it's muscle! ESpecially w/annual meeting tomorrow.
I believe you are right w/the MIL/vows deal. I will need to bring this up w/H ahead of time...It's tough this week because timing is so critical in approaching him, and we are so busy this week, I don't know when I will find a good time to do it.
I still haven't heard from the DR about the HPV test results, I guess I will call them again today.
