All your posts today have helped me so much. My friends have been there for me, they are reaching out offering to drop everything just to be with me. I am a lucky woman in so many ways.

Fogg, thank you. I need someone who will embrace the whole package. One who finds planning vacation with me and my child is more fulfilling than those last minute trips. One who thinks building a life together with the 3 of us is a magical thing. It's not where he is in life.

My daughter will always be first and foremost. And to love me is to love her and all we come with. I think I really did a great job of balancing being a mom and a girlfriend.

I know the pool is small, but the only person I would consider is someone who wants all of me and my life without hesitation and would embrace it and love it and couldn't imagine their life any other way.

Georgiabelle, thank you. We all do have stuff at this stage. I carry mine like a freakin' warrior, but it wasn't enough. Please have a mimosa for me.

Can you all believe I still have a paper to write?

I did however get my brand new washer and dryer and it is AWESOME!