Just a vanilla change 34

[Vanilla]

Thank you Painter and Georgia

I struggle and am triggered daily sometimes more each day.


My guts are in knots and I think I may be very anxious. My hair is falling out and my mouth is dry.

2 May 2017 marked the two year anniversary of the grandeur finale, and that made me quite ill. Although not as bad as last year.

The court cases go on and on, I have a date 10 and 11 July 2017 and it's going to cost a lot of money. Especially if it goes into a third day at trial The brief is 3,000 a day on his own. So 3 days in court will be 9,000 plus my L. Trial is expensive and in the UK there are no costs awarded for going to trial. I just can't afford it so I may have to go it alone. It [censored].

Really struggling, exhausted and working 100 hrs a week.

Not doing so well.

V