Your post was very heart wrenching for me. I don't know what to say. Part of me feels like if H got what he wants, Viagra guy's life, within a short time frame he'd realize that's not what he wants at all, but by then where would you be?
You are in a very difficult situation and as usual you are handling it with grace.
Here i my question to you: what do you want, separate from h and the boys? Please think about that.
xoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
