I'm sorry you are back. It is completely understandable that you have a difficult time getting your h off your mind. You were with him 37 years!
Ellie is so right. You will know when you are ready to date, and while I don't have any real advice, I can say I went for the hot guy when "getting back on the horse." I figured I may as well go big or go home😊. And if it's any consolation, x Mr. GB had to divorce me because of the way I are tacos. Maybe I'll have a taco in his honor because it's Cinco De Mayo?
Hang in there!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer