He does miss you and your daughter, even if he won't admit it.
There is nothing wrong in having hope. Sometimes hope is what keeps us going.
Dress nicely, do your make up and you might want to consider changing your hair style just a wee bit. Spritz some nice perfume on and knock his socks off on Sunday. Stay positive. I know you can do this!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
