Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[Coly23]

Thank you for talking me off the ledge Job!

You are right. It's a good opportunity to show him my changes and also the fact that me and D are getting on with our lives with or without him.

When I got home from work I did my exercise DVD and did lots of kicking and punching (all part of the exercise off course!) and managed to get a lot of that frustration out of my system. I also bought a couple of cute tops in my lunch hour and I've decided to wear one on Sunday when I meet up with H because it made me feel super s3xy!!

I'm going to go with an open mind and I'm going to believe that maybe he might also be worried and scared and confused and that he doesn't have the upper hand!

A very small part of me is hoping he is missing me/us, Job, and that is why he has asked to meet up. I can only hope ....