My Story - Separated 1 Month

[bluMorn]

My H just stopped by out of the blue to get some things for his patio, and extra chair, his barbell, and his jerseys. I had the neighbors four insane kids over here (their babysitter was sick), so the whole scene was chaotic. He mentioned that he was going to come to my daughter's graduation, but not sit near us or let anyone see him. I was on the verge of tears the whole time. I've been trying so hard to detach, but just when I think I have, here come the tears again. I just can't believe he's so cavalier about everything, like we were just casual daters or something. The stuff for his patio he took from his 'man cave' here, and why would anyone need all their football jerseys in May. It just makes me feel like he's never coming back.