Ok....the shock wave is subsiding a little and with it the panic....I've got a few days to get my head on straight before annual meeting/dinner, and I WILL take advantage of it as my chance to SHINE! somehow!!! At the very least I will be there with dignity and I will be a class act...there are more folks there who know what's been going on than H and OW realize, they WILL know full well what I'm doing....I will be OK....one foot in front of the other, my head up, a smile on my face, I will be at his side, and I will look her right in the eye if I get the chance. Let her be the one to squirm. She's the one who has something to squirm about (and him), not me.....
I may be fooling myself or jinxing myself by saying so, but I don't think he's going anywhere in the long run........
