This has nothing to do with stinging. My issue is that people are bringing up something that isn't an issue. When I have actual issues that I'm dealing with and trying to get addressed. Her not getting attention from me didn't involve weight. Like I said, I vented. Prayed about the venting and what she said about me. And kept it moving. I wasn't even thinking about it until people decided to make it more than what its was.
I'm not going to answer the same thing numerous times. For the last time, I don't think that she is lucky to have me, because of her weight and past issues. And I don't act like it. My issue with her was treating me like was less than. When I have been there through it all with her. Even when family had abandoned her and didn't give a damn. I'm not demanding a thank you. I'm her H and that's my duty to do so. But I don't deserve to deal with disrespect. I've already addressed how me and my W got to this point. And if she feels that her weight is an issue for me, then its in her head. And not based on what I've done.
And who knows that might be the case with her. Because apparently I'm being judged by my W on some issues that are in her head that I have never said. But yet I'm wrong, because she thinks that I am thinking of certain things. When I haven't. And I believe that she is starting to realize that through conversations we've had of late. I just feel that there is no point in addressing a nonissue here any further. And people are somehow missing the issue that I need addressed at this very moment. No hard feelings at all. But I've learned my lesson to no longer vent. I'll just keep it in my journal. Just going to stick with stuff that keeps things going in the right direction.
