Thanks for sharing. I've read and re-read your post, and looked at your thread. There were many many things you said which showed me we are walking down the same road, many things you said I've thought, felt.
One thing you said that stuck - that you hate it when the unrighteous prosper. I am suffering very badly with that at the moment. I am literally on my knees most nights, there's this gaping wound where my heart should be, and WH is loving up OW.
I spoke to my mother in law yesterday because I wanted to know if she knew her son was divorcing me on grounds on my unreasonable behaviour despite his adultery. She confessed that he's taken OW to meet them, his parents. His enablers. They stayed over night. She's slept in my bed. The bed I've slept in for 13 years. She's sat at the dinner table. Where I've sat. Spoken to my mother in law about literature, which I did. Hugged her goodbye. My mother in law. The agony is unbelievable.
M-i-l volunteered the info that WH has also met OW's parents. I actually feel physically sick. She said they were very 'easy' with each other. I know what she means. She means they are relaxed and happy together.
You say you believe people reap what they sow. I want desperately to believe that too. But I don't see justice anywhere - not for me, not for you.
The pain is so great now I am actually finding it impossible to cry. I used to find relief after crying, but I can't even get that now.
