Been (still is..) where you are, just a couple of months ago. Had similar thoughts and questions at the beginning, all of which were consuming my sanity.
It won't do you any good at all. My hair started turning gray. It's simply not healthy.
Listen to the good advice above (and try to take Doodlers answers with a grain of salt. He's just trying to put a tiny smile on your face. Humor IS healthy)
M:46 WXW:40 T:20 M:13 D3,D8,D10 BD:11/12/16 D:12/14/16 OM confirmed 01/20/17
