So yesterday I got to spend some time with W's D. I took her to get some frozen yogurt and then for a long walk at the park.
She told me she is sad and is going to miss me but excited too because they have a pool where she's going (she loves to swim).
I dont think she really understands what's happening because she was telling me she would show me some things at Disneyland the next time she sees me. I didnt have it in me to tell her that she would probably never see me again.
She told me her mom told her they were never coming back to Colorado. That really hurt to hear.
I then told her I had something important I wanted to tell her. I told her that no matter what happens between her mom and I, she wasn't to blame. And just because her mom and I arent a couple anymore doesn't change my feelings for D.
I told her I would always consider myself her dad. And that if she ever needed anything at all, I was a phone call or text away.
I dont know how I'm going to let her go, she's like my own child.
