the life events, which may have amplified matters, my mothers death, loss of my job after 20 years, 2 of her friends went through divorce and she was there support - and they left her, kids move out, and most recently my dad dies after BD. I;m not hung up on them, nor do i believe they caused anything, as I don't try and rationalize what i should have done, rather i focus on what I can do now
BD Oct 2016 Me 47, W 43 together 25 years S 25, D 22
