JRuss,

Thanks for expanding. My wife has also filed for divorce. I feel the same way in many aspects.

Deep down I know the kids and I will be fine. For the last so many years (can't even remember) none of my needs have been met.

I do know at times struggle with anxiety and the fear of the unknown. Some guilt because I could have been a better husband. I work though it.

One thing I do know is you are going to be just fine. You battled to the end for your kids and no one can ever take that away from you.