I like being free of drama and conflict and I always made decisions based on practicality. So this being my life is hard to deal with. I hate that at work, I am pittied. The person that people will feel bad for.
Hey JuJuB,
I think you meant the following instead of the above: "My situation has shown me that people care about me because I'm a good person with good guts. They know that, unfortunately, bad things happen to good people and are concerned about me."
Can you look in the mirror and say 'I love you'? I hope so, because I've read most of what you've posted here and you have good guts.
