how do you view your m now? I struggle with gas lighting from the past. I don't know which good memories were real?
We were on the news last year, on TV, for having a "wonderful m" but differing feelings about the election. IT was a funny piece and reflected very well on us. H was delighted with it and very affectionate, saying it was the "best thing we've ever done".
That^^ was the m I thought I was in. But seeing his text messages (from our d19's cell phone, which he gave her when hers broke)
show that he was planning a move to Alaska - originally with me - but never saying a word to me till almost Mother's Day. WHILE we were on TV, he was already planning to put me through GroundHog Alaska...
why watch me do a job search in other areas, (to please HIS requirements) or pretend that it was "25's turn" for a move?
I'm going to T today and then, coincidentally, to an aesthetician's office for MY face.
OW has at least one kid and doesn't seem younger (I have not looked at fb and blocked h. It's one healthy protective thing I've done).
Jesus - I need to get h out of my head.
Before I do (and i promise I will) for Informational purposes...
my L told me that h was in court for our first hearing (I didn't go and was told h was not).
I am told that "h seems very distracted, and cannot focus on one topic for very long at all, other than complaining about paying 25. He has disorganized thoughts and rambles."
she suspects his own L is not enjoying the case. But for all I know, his L suggested quitting his GREAT job to avoid paying...or has some alternative plan.
No way is H going to remain unemployed.
** I meant to say that H never planned on retiring. He left CA FOR a "great job and partnership in Alaska" and that was what he nagged me about till just before I got sick. And he told s30 this until their last contact. In late summer, H said "at one time I could have made you come with me."
(What?? You mean like when you could steal me from my tribe??")
I recall that statement with the clarity you have when you know your spouse has said something really weird.
Oh, the gas lighting of the past...
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
