The Crazymaker is still knocking on the door (pounding, actually) BUT I managed to beat her away last night......I got the cell phone bill before H did, there were probably 10 phone calls to OW on there, the longest for 15 mins. last Wed while I was gone taking S to religion class. Now of course the bright side to that is that if he was on the cell w/her he wasnt with her, and he wasnt talking w/her the whole time I was gone. all the others are really weird....they're just 1 minute....which I assume is the minimum billing amount....what the heck do you say in 1 minute other than ILY??????absolutely drove me bonkers, confirmed though that I did hit her cell # when we were car shopping. AGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, damn it why does he have to keep calling her??????????? Why does he say he loves me, and I swear he's sincere, I can tell when he isnt........and keep calling her all the time?????
Any way, of course I wanted to cry and scream and yell and question and beg and plead and chew his tail feathers and I......did........ nothing.....didn't say a word.....put the bill in my purse because I do need to check the amount......bit my tongue.....wrung my hands a little in private.....and went on as if nothing had happened.
It still bothers me, though. I believe if I was really detached, it wouldnt matter, right?
I did manage to ask myself if bringing up the calls would accomplish anything positive in relationship to my goals, and of course just asking and answering that question helps head a person in the right direction.
WHY does he keep up the constant phone calls though? my naughty mind knows that now that I know her cell # for sure I can block it from our home phone.....
